hi...ok u shuld no im only doing this cos i am completly bored! it sukz...anyway today sukd aswell. yeh well lets just say that my supposed to be most trusted frend (not BEST frend...lets call her frenchie) betrayed me by telling the years blabber mouth about yestaday wen i puked up my food on purpose nd then everyone in my class found out nd started crying! oh god! it was horrific! anyway people also started telling me off for cutting myself nd basically no one in my class will speak to me part from a few of my closest frends! nd i was really close wiv my form! but then (even betta news) i find out from my boyfriends mate (lets call him dude) that that my bf  (lets call him the body) tried to kill himself the night be4! and the night before that frenchie had done exactly the same thing! u know my life can be so messed up some times...nd i was ment to speak to our school nurse cos the teachas found out i was cutting myself nd i was ment to have regular check ups...but as i have been doing it regularly (cutting) i couldnt exactly go up nd show her my arm! anyway i cnt be botherd to rite anything else i gotta do homework aswell...soooo yeh. ummm bi all